- *smile* - jennifer, Mon Dec 9 15:03
- Re: *smile* - Casey, Thu Dec 12 13:50
- good for you - jennifer, Thu Dec 12 14:14
Casey
Re: casey
Fri Dec 6 12:39:16 2002
Jennifer~
It makes me feel better to know that someone else gets firey inside when they see protestors! I still think everyday about what child I could have had. For example, the father(a very popular DJ where I'm from)was talking about this man that had fathered different children while still married to his wife. Hearing him talk about those kids made me feel lonely, because I did have a child, chose to abort mine, this guy is out getting different women pregnant, and their having his kids. He's going to be out at one of our malls this weekend, and I'm going. Maybe it's not the best thing to do, but I want and need to see him. Sure, I'll probably start crying when I see him, because I haven't talked to a real person about this in a while. I need to talk to him about what I'm feeling, because it was his child, too. We'll see what happens, and who knows? Maybe he'll feel the same way. If not, then I know that what I did saved him from becoming 'trapped' with a baby. I only hope that he has to live with that guilt, and that he was, for a short time, a father. Take care of yourself, and you can always write to me.
~Kacee
