- good for you! — jennifer, Sat Dec 28 21:59
- I'm the same way! — Casey, Sun Dec 29 10:54
- Here's my response — Casey, Sun Dec 29 11:03
- thanks — jennifer, Mon Dec 30 19:15
- Re: Here's my response — Gloria, Sun Dec 29 14:10
Casey
back at you
Sat Dec 28 19:34:43 2002
Jennifer~
I know that I have to learn to heal for myself, not for him. Jeff even said that I have to do what's best for Kacee. I told him that my going to a psychologist and getting help for depression is what's best for me, no thanks to him. But I know that I'll have aborted my first child, and it's a thought that lives with me day after day. I tried to protect him in the beginning, now he can't be there for me to protect and support. It's still tough to hear him on the radio, and not hate him for what he's done. I go back to my psychologist on the 3rd, so she and I will have tons to talk about. She wasn't too fond of him to begin with, so I imagine what news I have for her isn't going to change that! Anyway, I'll keep updating you, and let you know if anything new happens with him, which I surely doubt. My offer still stands for you to see what he looks like on his website! E-mail him all you want, or at least see what our child could have looked like. For her(I have a feeling it was a girl)sake, I would have wanted her to look like me ;). Take care of yourself.
~Kacee
