- thanks — jennifer, Mon Dec 30 19:15
- Re: Here's my response — Gloria, Sun Dec 29 14:10
Casey
Here's my response
Sun Dec 29 11:03:20 2002
Jennifer~
I'm the same way. I do want my little girl back. I don't want her back so I can get Jeff back. I want her back so I don't have these feelings of guilt, shame, sorrow, and depression. I can't change what happened, but I can focus on the future. My best friend told me a couple days ago that she thinks she may be pregnant. I asked her what she would do, and she said she would do what I did. I told her that it's not easy, and that if she is pregnant, and did have an abortion, I would be here, no matter what, and know how she would feel, because it happened to me. I told her that I hope the guy would stand by her, and that she wouldn't have to go through what I did as far as no support from the person it should come from most. I told her all of this because I love her, and wouldn't want to see her hurt the way I was. I have since named my daughter. I decided on about 8 names years before I was pregnant. Her name would have been Alexandria Clarice Andrews. I went ahead and gave her Jeff's last name, so her initials would be almost all the same. But you know I wouldn't harass you about wanting your baby back. I feel the same way, and I know that I wouldn't have been alone to raise her. Jeff would have had to help, no matter what, but I wouldn't want her back to win him back. I would want her back for me, like I'm healing for me. Write back soon, and I'll be here.
~Kacee
