- *smile* — jennifer, Sat Dec 28 21:50
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Sabrina
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Sat Dec 28 13:27:17 2002
thanks a lot and i am going for a follow up examination, contrart to what everyone thinks here. yes i did say i wasnt going to because of financial reasons-but i have my own job-i payed for this all myself and i can pay for the follow up even though it may have to wait a week or so longer-thats just the way the cookie crumbles.
thanks a lot for your genuine concern jennifer-its nice to actually hear from a real person thats apart of this board.
i wont have my period this month, i know that for sure-its to late to happen but, it takes women different paces to get back to normal. i definately am worried sick-i keep wondering whether im still pregnant, or maybe got pregnant again. everytime i hang out with guy friends-whether just friends or men who like me i find myself wondering whether i am doing everything right. what they really want. what i really want. and sometimes i dont even want anyone to touch me. but, that is the way i deal with things because that is the type of person i am.
so-in that respect i think i am healing healthy. but there are other times when i blow up at people for no reason, or have episodes where i just feel paralyzed and all i can do is think about abortion-those are the times that im not fine. im sure that i could handle this by myself but i think going to cousneling would allow me to handle it better.
and, no to all that wonder- im not telling my parents. i wont be tellin my parents any time soon. in fact, when i tell my parents ill be over 18, and when I AM READY. having a parents support is not everything. i can handle this by myself if i choose to, and thats what i chose to do because thats how i feel most confortable at this time. granted it would probably be a little bit easier to go through-that is no sneaking around-but, each women's comfort level with this serious issue is their own.
Sabrina
