- Re: please, help me. — Casey, Mon Dec 2 13:28
- oops! — jennifer, Mon Dec 2 14:45
- 18, not 16 — Casey, Mon Dec 2 18:51
- thank you casey — jennifer, Mon Dec 2 14:44
- Re: thank you casey — Casey, Mon Dec 2 18:49
- please help me — vickie, Fri Nov 29 15:31
- thank you vickie — jennifer, Mon Dec 2 14:39
- Re: thank you vickie — Vickie, Mon Dec 2 15:45
- Help — Melanie, Fri Nov 29 05:33
- thank you melanie — jennifer, Mon Dec 2 14:34
- you're welcome — Melanie, Mon Dec 2 15:09
- Re: please, help me. — Pat, Thu Nov 28 22:32
- thank you pat — jennifer, Mon Dec 2 14:29
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- thank you wayne — jennifer, Mon Dec 2 14:23
- Hope I Helped... — Wayne, Mon Dec 2 23:31
jennifer
please, help me.
Tue Nov 26 18:36:59 2002
my beautiful baby boy would be two months old right about now. i dreamt i was holding him last night, and i woke to find myself cradling a pillow; i broke down.
i'm only 21 years old, and i'm a mother without her child.
with years left to my education, and no strength to fight the will of the father, i gave in and had an abortion.
on february 21, 2002. a week before, on valentine's day, i had snuck to a clinic for an ultrasound, alone, and i heard my baby's heartbeat. i saw his sweet infantile body, hardly a speck on a black and white screen. i fell in love with my child, and he was in me, filling me, and then he wasn't.
it has been been nine months since i aborted my child.
i go from sleeping too much to sleeping too little. i have only my sweet boyfriend (not the father) to support me. and i feel so lost, so guilty, so empty.
i'm trying to get on with my life, but how am i to resolve what i've done?
please, if anyone has a serious suggestion, please.
thank you.
