- Wow... — Lisa, Wed Oct 2 22:10
- Re: Lost...Can someone help!? — mtnmom, Wed Oct 2 21:51
- for Lisa — Renee, Wed Aug 28 12:58
- sorry to hear what you have gone through — Vickie, Tue Aug 13 08:38
- to Lisa — Diane Cheryl, Mon Aug 12 22:48
Lisa
Lost...Can someone help!?
Mon Aug 5 21:04:20 2002
My name is lisa and here's my nightmare.
I found out I was pregnant in March. The father and I weren't together and I considered abortion. We desided to work thinngs out and have the child. I have three children already and he had none. We had many break ups. On July 4 I went for an ultra sound and I wasn't good. After a lot of testing they found a heart problem. The baby would need heart surgery at brith but could survive. I would have to leave my child in care and go to a city 5hrs away for at least two months. I couldn't do it to the children I have. I had the abortion on Aug 1 at 5 1/2 pregnant. I'm so lost,and guilty. I hurt so much. I didn't see my baby girl but my mother named her Angel. The pain is overwhelming and I'm taking pills to function.I'm three years clean and sober tomorrow and I'm finding it hard to stay that way. Someone please help me...
