Lisa
Wow...
Wed Oct 2 22:10:12 2002
I just received notice of response to my post almost two months ago. It is strange how this work. Today is two monthe to the day that I released my Angel. I'm still in shock that I recieved these letters today...I've had a real hard time through the last few months but I'm still alive and still sober. If it wasn't for the support I've found out there, most of it from strangers, I don't know if I'd have made it. Thanks to all the people who care about others. I wrote a poem today I'd like to share...
My Dearest Angel Oct2/02
It seems like yesterday and yet long ago,
Still the emotions continue to flow.
I still have a hard time excepting my choice,
In my head is guilt’s haunting voice.
Forever I know your memory will stay,
But peace for my self, I’ll continue to pray.
I know you’ll never suffer or feel any pain,
But still I’m haunted with my decision just the same.
I look at you sister and imagine your face,
Picture you in the yard playing chase.
Oh my sweet Angel I miss you so,
The amount one who suffered this could only know.
I think of today, the pain still there.
Who ever said life was fair!?
Thanks again to those of you who wrote. I wish I'd got them earlier, but every thing happens for a reason.
Lisa
