Rebecca Colquitt
Eventually it does.
Tue Jan 15 07:29:27 2002
I am sorry to hear that your having trouble with your decision. It's a decision that all to often, women take to lightly. Abortion is forever. Once done, it can never be taken back. You can't undo it but you can learn to forgive yourself. I have had an abortion before so I understand the grief and sadness you feel. I think the turning point for me was when I stopped fighting all the reasons why I had the abortion and just accepted the fact that I had done something that went against my moral code. After that I grieved for the child that would never be. I dealt with the anger towards my boyfriend who literally coerced me into the abortion. It took time. A whole lot of time. It's not an easy road to travel, this road to healing after abortion, but it is necessary that you take it so that you can feel better again. Your still so new to this. Best thing you can do right now is find someone who understands, preferably someone who has had an abortion also and talk to them. Letting someone know how you feel will definately make a difference than just keeping it all to yourself. I am available if you can not find someone to talk to. I have good listening ears and really have a heart for those hurting because of an abortion. You are more than welcome to e-mail at beckab00123@aol.com I wish you luck but most of all I wish you peace in your heart.
Sincerely,
Rebecca
