- Re: Thanks, Melanie — Anonymous, Sat Dec 28 01:04
- Re: Thanks, Melanie — Casey, Sat Dec 28 19:26
- You are welcome — Melanie, Sat Dec 28 00:50
Casey
Thanks, Melanie
Sat Dec 28 00:20:44 2002
198.81.27.11
Melanie~
Deep down, I know you're right, too. I talked to my best friend, and told her the situation with Jeff. She, of course, is furious. I don't blame her, and she doesn't blame me for anything. I told her that I can't force him to like me, to hate me. I can't force him to be there for me, or to ignore me. He will never fully understand what I went through. True, I was only pregnant for a couple months, but that doesn't change the fact that I was pregnant. Nothing ever will. But he played a part during my pregnancy~the part of a father. If he should call me, I'll tell him what I've told you. I only hope that he does feel guilt for what he's doing. Sure, probably not to the degree as to what I've felt and still am, but something to let him know what it's like to be truly hurt inside. I thank people like you and everyone else that's been supportive. I don't know any of you, but still, having strangers at first be there for me is more than I could have hoped for. I always expected that Jeff would be there for me. Now, I know his true colors. I hear him talking on the radio, and he says things about strong, independent women that he likes. I know that I'll be one of those again, soon. I also hear him say that he's the kind of guy that would take a woman out and show her a romantic evening, etc. I know it's not true, because I was that woman! It's harsh, but my best friend told me that all he did was take me out once in a 4 month period, knock me up, pay for an abortion so I wouldn't strap him down or ruin his life and career in Wichita, and then turn away when it was all clear. Harsh, but true. Thanks for writing. I'll be sure to let you know if anything else happens.
